I wish you all could be here.
I wish you all could experience the cockroach that’s underneath our bed. Or the giant frog that comes out at night in the kitchen…but you only catch sight of him moving out of the corner of your eye and you’re sure, instead of a frog, that there are snakes or roaches or alligators that are going to eat you. Or the thousands of chigger bites that you try to soothe with Vicks vapor rub or some homemade substance that smells of sulfur but you’ll try just about anything at this point.
I wish you could experience the dogs barking in the middle of the night, alerting you to a newly captured raccoon, or a wandering heifer that you’ll have to herd back to its pasture while rubbing the sleepies out of your eyes.
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| Judith |
I wish you could experience Eduardo, the duck (who we forgot to lock up last night…but he survived). Or taking the baby chicks to and fro every morning and every night as they molt and grow– looking sweaty and ugly. I wish you could meet Judith, the new calf who wobbles around with gangly knees. I wish you could collect the eggs each afternoon with us, getting as excited as we do when we find one more day than the day before. Or, when we count the hens and discover one missing. See ya, lady hen…(we never found her).
I wish you could experience making cheese. We’re basically professionals now…every day trying to perfect our craft to make more cheese with the same amount of milk. We’ve increased by almost 3 kilos since our first attempt (that’s like 6.5 lbs!). I wish you could cut down banana trees with us. Or feed Wheela (the baby pig) and listen to the disgusting sounds of pigs eating slop.
I wish you all could wash your hair in the sink (we’re up to one wash since we got here…), or attempt to shave some portion of your legs. Or try to remember to put your toilet paper in the trash every time you pee, instead of the toilet. Or let throwing some water on yourself at night be sufficient enough for being “clean”.
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| Sophia, the cat, comes to every meal. |
I wish you could all throw your chicken bones into the river after lunch, or feed the begging cat your scraps. I wish you all could drink maracuya juice with us, or cut down fresh papaya, or pluck a fresh pineapple from the plant between where you sleep and where you eat.
But most of all, I wish you could be here and meet the people… because without that, there’s no real picture of what our time here has been like.
It’s been unpredictable. But predictable. Chicks, cheese, hens, cheese, chicks, chicks, cheese, hens, chicks. It’s all the hours in-between that leave you wondering: what will today bring?
And while we’ve actually really enjoyed our time here and know that we COULD be here long-term, we made a decision. Neither of us feel like we SHOULD be here or that we have been called to move here. We still think we can help this ministry though, and we aim to do so.
Finding quality people who can handle the adventure and lack of comfort, but desire to share the Gospel with this part of the world? We want to help do that. We want to help find someone to manage the farm, and another person to go to the local schools and teach young kids about Jesus and, simultaneously, a little English. We want to find people who are willing to learn new things (or new languages), and bring their skills to a little ministry in Costa Rica that desperately needs it.
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| 19 baby chicks (this is only half of them) |
There’s a little part of me that’s sad about that. Mostly because, when someone is in need, I want to fix it. But, I’m realizing over and over again that I can’t be the person who fixes any of it (nor do I always need to feel like I’m the one who has to).
It’s where faith comes in. Trusting the Lord that He’ll take care of His people and His ministries…and we get to be faithful where we are, excited about what opportunities are before us.
And tonight?
Tonight there’s a rifle outside the door so when the dogs bark and the raccoons come… Kel has a job to do.
It’s been a crazy day.
I’ll tell you more about it sometime.
But, really.
I wish you could all be here.
(and maybe, someday, some of you will actually come!)